Today I woke up and was getting out of bed when this intense pain hit me right in the middle of my torso. It was so scary that I called out ‘MOM!’. Then I remembered she could not answer me nor come hug me because she’s been dead for ten years. Sometimes I hate life.
You’re bitching about
your Mom bitching at you…
you have a Mom, I don’t.
For some reason I just had a really hard time listening to people talk about their moms today. I hear it all day everyday but it just stung today and I don’t know why.
I miss my mama. It’s so weird how you live life and months pass and you don’t cry, and then all of a sudden you just get hit with the memories again and it knocks the breath out of you as if it just happened all over again.
It’ll be 6 years tomorrow… I miss you mom
It’s getting better each year. I no longer have anger and hurt in my heart. I don’t cry as much as I did the first three years.
I wish I could have you back. Even if it was only for a few minutes. I’d cherish every bit of those few minutes.
Ever since my mom passed away I haven’t been close to how I was before.. I look back at old pictures and see how happy and carefree I was and it just breaks my heart.. I wish none of what happened on that day ever did. I know I should open up too someone about it all, but I just don’t know if I could even find someone who would be ready to listen too the horrible things that have went on since 2010..